Good and Evil

Whats right and whats wrong? I have often been thinking about such things, as i expect most other people have too. But now with the new winds and directions in my life have made me really question my own morals and decisions. I always wonder do i do right and always aim to make other people happy, if i feel that i have hurt or done something wrong i often get really disappointed in myself and often make small things to big in my head. Should you always aim to be perfect? No i don´t think so, not anymore. People make mistakes, and from mistakes you learn to be a even better person. But the most important thing is, if you do a mistake then just ask for forgiveness. Do not let it stay in your mind, you´ll feel a lot better from it, trust me.
                    I always live by what Jesus said, treat others how you want to be treated (the little bible). And in my hunt to be nice to everyone i neglected the fact that no one is perfect, how hard you try, you´ll always make enemies and hurt people. But that´s how life works, no one is perfect and if you are some will hate you for it.
                    Moral is something everyone has, but whats the "right moral" ? What i think is that the only correct moral there is, is your own. Of course some morals are straight forward crazy(see Hitler) but in their minds its the correct and that is often what drives people forward, own thoughts and beliefs. There is a law for a reason, and you should follow it, but more often not the law does not intervene with your moral thinking and questions. People often talk about  being hypocritical or having double standards. And if we are honest everyone does it sometimes, i often realized how hypocritical i was and regret what i said/did. Sometimes i make my own moral judgments and decisions. And the way i live my life right now i feel is the right one, i drink, i party, i believe, sometimes i do stupid things but i always try to be friendly and make everyone feel that they are my friends(because almost everyone is) and belong to the group. Of course i cant succeed in it, too many people to please and run by. And that something that´s also important to learn, say no when you have to. It hurts less than disappoint someone or having to say to say later: no, sorry.  I always try not to lie, but sometimes it´s better than to hurt the other person. I aim to spread happiness, but sometimes it does not work out for a reason or another. But i believe in my own good.

There is a difference in knowing the path, and walking the path. Even the brightest of stars,
sometimes disappears in the dar
k.